Wrinkles, Wings, Genes, and Stock

Sometime ago, I saw a new way to make one look 10 years younger. You braid three strands of hair tightly on each side of your head, Then you pull half of your hair in the back onto the top of your head. Then you take a piece of the elastic with a small comb on each end of it. You take one end of the elastic and place the comb tightly into the braided hair.Then you bring the other comb around to the other side and place the comb into the other braid. Once you do that WALLA! You look ten year younger.  Really? Frankly seeing the women who had tried it, I didn’t see any difference; some even had a pained expression on their face.

The genius woman who came up with this hair brain idea did so because her son was getting married and plastic surgery for her was too expensive. Can you believe that?  Has she not seen her friends in 10 years and wanted to impress them? But I digress.

Seeing that breakthrough for regaining youth, I had to laugh.  I looked in the mirror and I laughed harder. I looked at all my wrinkles and gave them all names. The crows feet around my eyes are called smiles, big grins and hearty laughs.  The lines in my face are a bit more serious. I call them lines of wisdom after experiences of heartbreak, loss, and just plain getting old, but I learned something with every experience.  My face portrays the real me not a plastic person. All the wrinkles portray different stages of my life that make me feel real. 

I’m 71, not 41 or even 51.  I see and feel changes in my once young body every day.  For instance, have you ever noticed a lot of us women up in years rarely wear sleeveless blouses or dresses?  Those three-quarter sleeved blouses and dresses have a specific purpose…they cover our newly acquired wings in the upper part of our arms. But, I must tell you they carry a concealed weapon too.  Should we be held-up at gunpoint and told to raise our hands high, all we have to do is to quickly wave, and that person is likely to be slapped silly. So, when you see an older woman raise her arm to wave at someone, you better duck if you are near her. 

Speaking for myself only, I no longer wear 3 inch heels. I fall enough wearing flats. I still like to see younger women wear them if they like. I wore them for many years and loved wearing them. I rarely wear dresses anymore either. I can’t seem to find one that doesn’t show every bulge that has attached itself to my body for a lot of years now.  I don’t wear a size 6 anymore, it’s more like a size ---never mind, but my dress size is in the double digits, but  not a 10 and that’s as much as I will tell you.   I stopped wearing dresses when I once asked my husband, “Honey, does this dress make me look fat?”  All I will tell you is that I didn’t like his answer, Bless his honest heart.

I don’t wish insult anyone. I see women my age every day who are thin, have few to no wrinkles and they are beautiful and are blessed with good genes. But, I see women like me every day too, and they are beautiful too, each in their own way. We are blessed because we come from good stock. Now for me, you may have to look for my beauty. Hopefully you will see it coming from the inside, because you *ain’t* gonna to see it on the outside.

The real beauty is that I’m a Daughter of the King and He loves me.  He understands the pain that I have had, the joys that I have, and He has given me a sense of humor that doesn’t allow me to take myself too seriously.

Ann

Where Do I go...

 

Life is just hard sometimes, isn’t it? Life throws us curve balls when we least expect them and we wonder how we going to get through the valley’s, at least I do at times.

I get things on my mind and I obsess over them.  I lie awake at night; sleep just doesn’t come some times until the early morning hours and at other times not at all. The next day I am grumpy, lethargic, in other words, just plain lazy. But, wait, I have a reason. I have something that is bothering me. I just can’t get it off of my mind. There isn’t anything that I can do about the situation, but still it worries me.  What’s wrong with this picture?

In my renewed walk with our Father in Heaven, I pray daily, sometimes all day long as I carry out the chores that can’t be ignored. Sometimes my prayers are silent, and sometimes, I find myself talking out loud to the Lord as I am washing dishes, vacuuming, dusting, folding clothes, etc.  Those prayers are general prayers thanking Him for the day, for my family and for loving everyone and most of all for my salvation.  But then, there are times when these just don’t seem sufficient if I am really burdened by a problem.

Situations beyond my control have arisen over the past month that has caused me to worry, even to the point of feeling somewhat depressed. I have lost sleep due to this worry.  Earlier last week, it became such a worry, I could think of little more.  It isn’t something that I feel that I can share with others, so I was beginning to feel helpless, and I consider myself to be strong, but I was leaving out the very essence of my strength – my HEAVENLY FATHER!  I struggled through the day, and all of a sudden, I burst into tears. That’s when I turned off the TV and the house was quiet, and I fell to my knees sobbing, asking God to lift this heavy burden from my heart, and asked that He resolve this problem according to His Will.  When I finished my prayer I got up and felt peaceful although I had no assurance that He would answer my prayer the way in which I desired.    

To date, the situation has only been partially resolved and I have been on my knees again, But I am not worrying about it any longer because I have given it to God. As I have been pondering this all day, I came across a quote by Billy Graham who said "We can change the course of events if we go to our knees in believing prayer."   Further, I am reminded of 1 John 5: 14-15 - ¹⁴ This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. 15 And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him.” (NIV)

Thank you Father for giving us the gift of eternal life and for the truths of your Word. Thank you for hearing our petitions and lifting our burdens. I praise your name and give you the glory..  Thank you for your grace and for your unfaltering love. Thank you for the privilege of coming to you with our burdens, and being assured that all of our supplications are heard.Thank you for showing me that when I ask "Where Can I Go", you show me that I can go to the Lord.  Amen.